The true gospel is a call to self-denial. It is not a call to self-fulfillment. —John MacArthur
Matthew 16: 24 Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. 25 For whoever wants to save their life[f] will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. 26 What
good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their
soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul? 27 For the Son of Man is going to come in his Father’s glory with his angels, and then he will reward each person according to what they have done.
As much as I rant about the 'age of entitlement' that I see so rampant in our culture, I'm as guilty of it as the next person. I want to live out this Scripture - I want to deny myself, take up my cross and follow Christ - but I fail every single day. I am selfish. I put my own needs and desires before that of others - including my family. Deep down, though I hate to admit it, I sometime think I 'deserve' something. I think after taking care of my kids, cooking, cleaning (well, sometimes cleaning), working, etc I 'deserve' some 'me' time. I think that after being so budget conscious for years I 'deserve' to buy something nice for myself. I think that after the financial struggles we've encountered, we 'deserve' a break - some miracle to happen that wipes out our debt.
Deserve has become a 4-letter word to me. I deserve hell, plain & simple. That's it. I've earned nothing, and all that I am and all that I have is because of God's grace alone. I have started to cringe when I hear the word deserve, because I know it's so far off from what Scripture tells us. I've decided to try and never use the word again (except in the deep places of my heart when I secretly think I really do deserve something).
Instead of "I DESERVE" being the mantra of our time and culture, what if we get rid of the DE and make it an attitude of "I SERVE"? What would happen? What if I did this in my family, my ministry, my community? What if my attitude was transformed so much by the power of the Spirit in me that I could truly deny myself and SERVE Christ with all that I am?
This can only come from daily surrender to Christ through prayer. Praying for a heart that is surrendered to Christ and a willingness to serve those around me this week.
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
I knew it!
I knew we were having a girl! We have had our boy name since Isaac was born and have NO idea what to name another girl, so it had to be a girl! :)
Baby is looking good and I'm in second trimester bliss. We are blessed.
Baby is looking good and I'm in second trimester bliss. We are blessed.
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Jubilee
A few weeks ago, I saw a sight I never want to see again. It was something that I saw merely because of the brokenness of this world and the sin that entered way back in the garden. It was heart-wrenching, yet at the same time a demonstration of immense strength and faith that Jesus has poured out onto his people.
What was this tear-inducing sight? A strong and God-fearing father carrying his baby girls tiny casket out from her memorial service.
Some of you have followed along with my friend Brittany (Sprinkles & Wrinkles) as she has blogged through her experiences of the last few years. She and her husband endured a miscarriage last summer and earlier this month had to bury their daughter who was born into Jesus arms the beginning of May.
I've known Brittany since her senior year in high school, and TJ since they started dating. I sang in their wedding. I have watched their dating relationship blossom into marriage and then into beginning their family with a healthy little boy a few years ago. Brittany has always had a gift with words...her blog demonstrates her witty and articulate gift of expression. I am so grateful to her for sharing her and TJ's journey over these last few years. It's amazing that when I met Brittany, I was one of the youth pastors at Sunshine and she was in high school. I'm pretty sure her faith and life have done more for me in my own walk than I could've ever done for her. I truly mean that.
At the memorial service, TJ & Brittany had little cards out that people could write encouraging words and more particularly, how Jubilee has made an impact on their lives and heart. It was an easy thing for me to write.
The point in time beginning with Brittany's 20 week ultra sound when they discovered that Jubliee was sick until now has been the strongest I think my prayer life has ever been. Jubilee's little life has had me on my knees more than ever. Prior to Jubliee, my prayer life was so-so. I prayed somewhat regularly, though I longed for a deeper passion for prayer and a belief in it's power. I had grown a bit apathetic and weary.
Along came Jubliee. How can you know of a dear friend going through something so unfathomable and NOT pray with a passion and sincere pleading of your heart?
I remember one night seeing Brittany's sister post something like, "Praying for my sister". I panicked. I thought Brittany was in labor or something was happening. I texted her immediately & told her I was praying and asked if things were okay. She was fine, sitting at home with her dear hubby. She did ask me to pray for her to be able to sleep well that night, as her nights had been a bit rough. I prayed. Oh, how I prayed. I think I almost needed an answer to that prayer as much as she did. Guess what? The next day she texted to let me know that she had slept better than she had in months. Whoa. The Lord was listening as he always does, but what an answer, what an example of the power of prayer, what a lesson in intercession.
Then came our trip to the Dominican Republic. The Lord has certainly placed the theme of prayer so evidently in front of me that I cannot deny it. With each ministry leader that we met and learned from, we saw their emphasis on prayer in their lives and work. I felt the need to ask almost every single one of them, "How can we be praying for you?". I felt helpless to do anything else meaningful, but I had a new found passion for prayer, and that was something I knew I could do, and something I knew would have an effect!
That's how it felt with Brittany, TJ & Jubliee. I was helpless. I wanted so badly, as I'm sure everyone did, to intervene; to offer some easy button for them to push- for a miracle. And when you can do nothing, when you are completely helpless to do anything in the physical realm, you can always pray.
Friends, there is power in prayer. Prayer changes things. I believe this with a passion, and you can trust that when I tell you I'm praying for you, I really am. Truly. I love this example from 2 Kings 20:
What was this tear-inducing sight? A strong and God-fearing father carrying his baby girls tiny casket out from her memorial service.
Some of you have followed along with my friend Brittany (Sprinkles & Wrinkles) as she has blogged through her experiences of the last few years. She and her husband endured a miscarriage last summer and earlier this month had to bury their daughter who was born into Jesus arms the beginning of May.
I've known Brittany since her senior year in high school, and TJ since they started dating. I sang in their wedding. I have watched their dating relationship blossom into marriage and then into beginning their family with a healthy little boy a few years ago. Brittany has always had a gift with words...her blog demonstrates her witty and articulate gift of expression. I am so grateful to her for sharing her and TJ's journey over these last few years. It's amazing that when I met Brittany, I was one of the youth pastors at Sunshine and she was in high school. I'm pretty sure her faith and life have done more for me in my own walk than I could've ever done for her. I truly mean that.
At the memorial service, TJ & Brittany had little cards out that people could write encouraging words and more particularly, how Jubilee has made an impact on their lives and heart. It was an easy thing for me to write.
The point in time beginning with Brittany's 20 week ultra sound when they discovered that Jubliee was sick until now has been the strongest I think my prayer life has ever been. Jubilee's little life has had me on my knees more than ever. Prior to Jubliee, my prayer life was so-so. I prayed somewhat regularly, though I longed for a deeper passion for prayer and a belief in it's power. I had grown a bit apathetic and weary.
Along came Jubliee. How can you know of a dear friend going through something so unfathomable and NOT pray with a passion and sincere pleading of your heart?
I Chronicles
20 They were helped in fighting them, and God delivered the Hagrites and all their allies into their hands, because they cried out to him during the battle. He answered their prayers, because they trusted in him.
I remember one night seeing Brittany's sister post something like, "Praying for my sister". I panicked. I thought Brittany was in labor or something was happening. I texted her immediately & told her I was praying and asked if things were okay. She was fine, sitting at home with her dear hubby. She did ask me to pray for her to be able to sleep well that night, as her nights had been a bit rough. I prayed. Oh, how I prayed. I think I almost needed an answer to that prayer as much as she did. Guess what? The next day she texted to let me know that she had slept better than she had in months. Whoa. The Lord was listening as he always does, but what an answer, what an example of the power of prayer, what a lesson in intercession.
Genesis 25:21
Isaac prayed to the LORD on behalf of his wife, because she was childless. The LORD answered his prayer, and his wife Rebekah became pregnant.
Isaac prayed to the LORD on behalf of his wife, because she was childless. The LORD answered his prayer, and his wife Rebekah became pregnant.
Then came our trip to the Dominican Republic. The Lord has certainly placed the theme of prayer so evidently in front of me that I cannot deny it. With each ministry leader that we met and learned from, we saw their emphasis on prayer in their lives and work. I felt the need to ask almost every single one of them, "How can we be praying for you?". I felt helpless to do anything else meaningful, but I had a new found passion for prayer, and that was something I knew I could do, and something I knew would have an effect!
James 5:16
Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.
Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.
That's how it felt with Brittany, TJ & Jubliee. I was helpless. I wanted so badly, as I'm sure everyone did, to intervene; to offer some easy button for them to push- for a miracle. And when you can do nothing, when you are completely helpless to do anything in the physical realm, you can always pray.
Friends, there is power in prayer. Prayer changes things. I believe this with a passion, and you can trust that when I tell you I'm praying for you, I really am. Truly. I love this example from 2 Kings 20:
20 In
those days Hezekiah became ill and was at the point of death. The
prophet Isaiah son of Amoz went to him and said, “This is what the Lord says: Put your house in order, because you are going to die; you will not recover.”
2 Hezekiah turned his face to the wall and prayed to the Lord, 3 “Remember, Lord, how I have walked before you faithfully and with wholehearted devotion and have done what is good in your eyes.” And Hezekiah wept bitterly.
4 Before Isaiah had left the middle court, the word of the Lord came to him: 5 “Go back and tell Hezekiah, the ruler of my people, ‘This is what the Lord, the God of your father David, says: I have heard your prayer and seen your tears; I will heal you. On the third day from now you will go up to the temple of the Lord. 6 I will add fifteen years to your life. And I will deliver you and this city from the hand of the king of Assyria. I will defend this city for my sake and for the sake of my servant David.’”
While there was intense heart-ache and grief watching Brittany & TJ walk this road, there is joy- joy in knowing that the Lord has indeed heard the prayers of his people and brought full and complete healing to Jubliee. There is no better place that she could be than in the arms of Jesus. And little Jubilee has impacted my faith and life, and I am so grateful. While I hope to never see another father have to carry his child's casket, or a mother have to carry a child she knows will not breath the air of this world, I know that God is faithful through it all. He is good. He is Sovereign. He is faithful and loving. He is a God who listens to our prayers and moves in response to them. Thank you, Lord Jesus.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
I'm not creative.
All of my blog posts should just be titled "updates". That's about what my blogging consists of. I'm not the most creative or witty person, and I actually hate writing. I often wonder why I even bother! Anyhow, this is another 'update' post. :)
HOPE: We had our Ken O Sha evaluation last week with Hope. She certainly qualifies, which is great! KOS has a modified summer schedule where they take three weeks off, two weeks on. Unfortunately, last Friday started their 3 weeks off, so we have to wait until mid-June to begin with her. Her weekly routine will include an hour long in home speech therapy session and an hour and a half long playdate at KOS. The two women who came to evaluate Hope were just smitten by her & said she's a smart cookie, so they don't expect it will take long for her to catch on. It will throw a little curve into our weekly routine, which is a bit chaotic to start with, but it'll be good.
QUIMBY is SOLD. I don't know how it's taken me so long to post something about it. Oh goodness. I have such a mixture of emotions about it: gratitude for the numerous people who have helped us through the process - both of fixing it up & selling it; immense joy at the relief of being done; amazing humility at the amount of debt that has been forgiven (talk about a tangible example of the gospel...sins forgiven, debt payed, etc); frustration at the way things had to go; fear about adding one more bill to our stack that is too high to reach each month to pay off the 7k we still owe; wondering if I should regret that we bought it or that we ever moved into the parsonage; thinking back on the memories of coming home on our wedding night to our home, bringing Isaac home from the hospital, meeting and ministering to neighbors, doing endless projects to make it truly ours, and so many more; thinking back on the pain and feelings of violation when it was trashed and we had to dump thousands of dollars and our weekends for 6 months to fix it; failure that we couldn't make it work/afford another option...
I don't feel a 'huge relief' like I thought I would. Perhaps because we now have monthly payments that still tie me to it. I do feel like a significant chapter in our lives has been finished, however. I feel a sense of moving on, moving forward. The Lord has certainly used this to teach me innumerable lessons. I honestly think that if I enjoyed writing and was decent at it, I could write a book of all that Jesus has shown me through this 4 year ordeal. Maybe someday I'll write more about it. Or make Marc...he's the English major in the family!
PARSONAGE: Kerri moved out almost 2 weeks ago. It's weird. It's kind of amazing to live with one of your best friends AND your family. It's still amazing to live with my family, but I miss her being present. :) It's going to be another transition this weekend as Young moves out. It will be just our family of 4 (5) in this big ole' place! We'll be moving bedrooms around this summer in preparation for baby and hopefully just
re-organizing and de-cluttering. I'm reclaiming space, people, and not to fill it up with more junk.
We've placed an ad with Calvin Seminary to see if there is anyone out there who might want to live in the lower level. We could use the extra cash, but more than that, we want to use this huge house for more than ourselves. It's bigger than we need or want. GRCHS has already contacted us about a student for next year, but we are thinking a break might be nice, especially since Marc's job is dealing with international students all day long. We'll see what God has in store for us and this house!
BABY: Um, yup, baby is growing! I am 18 weeks and have my Ultra Sound scheduled for Monday, June 11th in the afternoon. Yes, we will be telling people what it is this time! I have no feelings either way of the gender, though I think I'll be more shocked if it's a boy. We have a boy name picked already, so I'm sure it will be a girl :) I'm still dealing with some heartburn and headaches, but I am so grateful to have relatively uneventful pregnancies. I have too many friends and family with losses, infertility, horrible pregnancy symptoms, and other complications that I don't take my feeling well lightly. I truly am grateful and count it all God's grace and hope that I can bless others when they are dealing with all the tough aspects of TTC/pregnancy.
HOPE: We had our Ken O Sha evaluation last week with Hope. She certainly qualifies, which is great! KOS has a modified summer schedule where they take three weeks off, two weeks on. Unfortunately, last Friday started their 3 weeks off, so we have to wait until mid-June to begin with her. Her weekly routine will include an hour long in home speech therapy session and an hour and a half long playdate at KOS. The two women who came to evaluate Hope were just smitten by her & said she's a smart cookie, so they don't expect it will take long for her to catch on. It will throw a little curve into our weekly routine, which is a bit chaotic to start with, but it'll be good.
QUIMBY is SOLD. I don't know how it's taken me so long to post something about it. Oh goodness. I have such a mixture of emotions about it: gratitude for the numerous people who have helped us through the process - both of fixing it up & selling it; immense joy at the relief of being done; amazing humility at the amount of debt that has been forgiven (talk about a tangible example of the gospel...sins forgiven, debt payed, etc); frustration at the way things had to go; fear about adding one more bill to our stack that is too high to reach each month to pay off the 7k we still owe; wondering if I should regret that we bought it or that we ever moved into the parsonage; thinking back on the memories of coming home on our wedding night to our home, bringing Isaac home from the hospital, meeting and ministering to neighbors, doing endless projects to make it truly ours, and so many more; thinking back on the pain and feelings of violation when it was trashed and we had to dump thousands of dollars and our weekends for 6 months to fix it; failure that we couldn't make it work/afford another option...
I don't feel a 'huge relief' like I thought I would. Perhaps because we now have monthly payments that still tie me to it. I do feel like a significant chapter in our lives has been finished, however. I feel a sense of moving on, moving forward. The Lord has certainly used this to teach me innumerable lessons. I honestly think that if I enjoyed writing and was decent at it, I could write a book of all that Jesus has shown me through this 4 year ordeal. Maybe someday I'll write more about it. Or make Marc...he's the English major in the family!
PARSONAGE: Kerri moved out almost 2 weeks ago. It's weird. It's kind of amazing to live with one of your best friends AND your family. It's still amazing to live with my family, but I miss her being present. :) It's going to be another transition this weekend as Young moves out. It will be just our family of 4 (5) in this big ole' place! We'll be moving bedrooms around this summer in preparation for baby and hopefully just
re-organizing and de-cluttering. I'm reclaiming space, people, and not to fill it up with more junk.
We've placed an ad with Calvin Seminary to see if there is anyone out there who might want to live in the lower level. We could use the extra cash, but more than that, we want to use this huge house for more than ourselves. It's bigger than we need or want. GRCHS has already contacted us about a student for next year, but we are thinking a break might be nice, especially since Marc's job is dealing with international students all day long. We'll see what God has in store for us and this house!
BABY: Um, yup, baby is growing! I am 18 weeks and have my Ultra Sound scheduled for Monday, June 11th in the afternoon. Yes, we will be telling people what it is this time! I have no feelings either way of the gender, though I think I'll be more shocked if it's a boy. We have a boy name picked already, so I'm sure it will be a girl :) I'm still dealing with some heartburn and headaches, but I am so grateful to have relatively uneventful pregnancies. I have too many friends and family with losses, infertility, horrible pregnancy symptoms, and other complications that I don't take my feeling well lightly. I truly am grateful and count it all God's grace and hope that I can bless others when they are dealing with all the tough aspects of TTC/pregnancy.
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Isaac is SOOOO excited about this baby. :) |
Friday, April 27, 2012
Updates (Hope, Quimby, etc)
Lots going on in the Driesenga household lately!
Hope: We had our Early On evaluation this morning at 10. A very nice young woman, Janine came over & sat on the floor to play with Hope and talk with me as she observed. She had Hope do a few simple tasks, like take blocks out of a tub and put them into a cup, color, stack a few blocks, point out animals in a book, throw a ball and a few others. We talked about where she's at with her motor skills, emotions, speech, understanding/comprehension.
It was quick - only took 30 minutes. The end result? A referral to the school district for weekly home visits rather than monthly home visits from Early On. That means a few more weeks of waiting while all the paper work goes from them to Ken-O-Sha, then another evaluation and we'll find out that day if she qualifies. When I asked Janine about her chances of qualifying, she said she wouldn't refer her if she didn't think she would. She's quite confident.
Hope is currently about 1.5 months behind in motor skills, which isn't too much of a concern especially because some of those skills have been developing in the last few weeks (using a fork/spoon, take a few steps backwards, etc). Her comprehension and emotional expression are right where they should be. Her speech - well - that's a different story. Hope is 19.5 months old. She is communicating at the level of an 8.5 month old. Almost a year behind. Janine really wants Hope to get started as soon as possible so that gap doesn't increase.
So a little more waiting and then hopefully starting up with some home visits with a speech therapist!
Quimby: We were supposed to close on Thursday at 4pm. This is after over a 2 month delay because of some paperwork the buyer had to resubmit. Then, it got changed to 'probably Friday'. Now, it's 'hopefully Monday'. If it doesn't happen on Monday, it's a dead deal. Monday is our deadline. Our short sale approval has been extended 2 times already (again, due to buyer delays) and this is the 'drop dead deadline' where they will not approve another extension. So we'll see what happens on Monday.
I'm really at peace whatever happens. We have prayed and prayed and prayed. We have talked with family and others whom we trust to get opinions. We have evaluated all options (moving back into Quimby, renting it out again, torch the place...okay, maybe we haven't talked about that one, but I can't say I haven't prayed for it!) and we feel like following the short sale and possibly foreclosure path is the only options for us. It sucks. It's humbling and kind of embarrassing. But in the end, my identity is not wrapped up in our credit score or how much money we have or don't have to throw at the situation. My identity is in Christ, and we think and hope we are following what he has asked us to do, as backwards as it may seem. Trusting we are really tuned in and doing the right thing, but it's hard.
Parsonage: Three weeks from today Kerri will be moving into her apartment in Nashville, Tennessee. She's moved out before, but it's been about 5 minutes away. It's going to be very different to not have her around at all. We're sister -in - laws, but we're also dear friends. I truly enjoy living with her and will miss her tremendously. I know Isaac and Hope will too. Then, about 2-3 weeks after Kerri moves, Young will be heading home to Korea for the summer and then probably to New York next fall. He has lived with us for 2 1/2 years and is a part of our family, too. While I know both Kerri & Young will come back over holidays and vacations, it's going to be quite a transition for us to have them both gone within a few weeks of each other.
Preschool: Why is figuring out preschool such a hard decision? I do not feel a peace about either option we have for Isaac right now. I had to turn in the enrollment form today, and did it, but still don't feel good about it. In the back of my mind I wonder if my lack of peace is going to translate into a new option that we don't know exists yet - maybe we'll be moving for a job for Marc? Maybe he'll get a job closer to GR where we'll get free preschool? No idea. Maybe I'm just supposed to bite the bullet & make a choice and be content with it. I'm just so used to feeling a peace about decisions that when I don't, I can't help but obsess about it and wonder why.
Summer: I'm wrapping up my early Sunday mornings this week and have about 4 more Sunday evenings before my Sundays are completely free for about 3 months! I LOVE my ministry, but I also truly value having Sundays that are a bit more like a true sabbath. I'm looking forward to the Colorado Trip and SERVE and we're figuring out a week for our family to go camping this summer, too. Also searching for a summer job for Marc. Any suggestions for him?
So that's what's happening around here lately!
Hope: We had our Early On evaluation this morning at 10. A very nice young woman, Janine came over & sat on the floor to play with Hope and talk with me as she observed. She had Hope do a few simple tasks, like take blocks out of a tub and put them into a cup, color, stack a few blocks, point out animals in a book, throw a ball and a few others. We talked about where she's at with her motor skills, emotions, speech, understanding/comprehension.
It was quick - only took 30 minutes. The end result? A referral to the school district for weekly home visits rather than monthly home visits from Early On. That means a few more weeks of waiting while all the paper work goes from them to Ken-O-Sha, then another evaluation and we'll find out that day if she qualifies. When I asked Janine about her chances of qualifying, she said she wouldn't refer her if she didn't think she would. She's quite confident.
Hope is currently about 1.5 months behind in motor skills, which isn't too much of a concern especially because some of those skills have been developing in the last few weeks (using a fork/spoon, take a few steps backwards, etc). Her comprehension and emotional expression are right where they should be. Her speech - well - that's a different story. Hope is 19.5 months old. She is communicating at the level of an 8.5 month old. Almost a year behind. Janine really wants Hope to get started as soon as possible so that gap doesn't increase.
So a little more waiting and then hopefully starting up with some home visits with a speech therapist!
Quimby: We were supposed to close on Thursday at 4pm. This is after over a 2 month delay because of some paperwork the buyer had to resubmit. Then, it got changed to 'probably Friday'. Now, it's 'hopefully Monday'. If it doesn't happen on Monday, it's a dead deal. Monday is our deadline. Our short sale approval has been extended 2 times already (again, due to buyer delays) and this is the 'drop dead deadline' where they will not approve another extension. So we'll see what happens on Monday.
I'm really at peace whatever happens. We have prayed and prayed and prayed. We have talked with family and others whom we trust to get opinions. We have evaluated all options (moving back into Quimby, renting it out again, torch the place...okay, maybe we haven't talked about that one, but I can't say I haven't prayed for it!) and we feel like following the short sale and possibly foreclosure path is the only options for us. It sucks. It's humbling and kind of embarrassing. But in the end, my identity is not wrapped up in our credit score or how much money we have or don't have to throw at the situation. My identity is in Christ, and we think and hope we are following what he has asked us to do, as backwards as it may seem. Trusting we are really tuned in and doing the right thing, but it's hard.
Parsonage: Three weeks from today Kerri will be moving into her apartment in Nashville, Tennessee. She's moved out before, but it's been about 5 minutes away. It's going to be very different to not have her around at all. We're sister -in - laws, but we're also dear friends. I truly enjoy living with her and will miss her tremendously. I know Isaac and Hope will too. Then, about 2-3 weeks after Kerri moves, Young will be heading home to Korea for the summer and then probably to New York next fall. He has lived with us for 2 1/2 years and is a part of our family, too. While I know both Kerri & Young will come back over holidays and vacations, it's going to be quite a transition for us to have them both gone within a few weeks of each other.
Preschool: Why is figuring out preschool such a hard decision? I do not feel a peace about either option we have for Isaac right now. I had to turn in the enrollment form today, and did it, but still don't feel good about it. In the back of my mind I wonder if my lack of peace is going to translate into a new option that we don't know exists yet - maybe we'll be moving for a job for Marc? Maybe he'll get a job closer to GR where we'll get free preschool? No idea. Maybe I'm just supposed to bite the bullet & make a choice and be content with it. I'm just so used to feeling a peace about decisions that when I don't, I can't help but obsess about it and wonder why.
Summer: I'm wrapping up my early Sunday mornings this week and have about 4 more Sunday evenings before my Sundays are completely free for about 3 months! I LOVE my ministry, but I also truly value having Sundays that are a bit more like a true sabbath. I'm looking forward to the Colorado Trip and SERVE and we're figuring out a week for our family to go camping this summer, too. Also searching for a summer job for Marc. Any suggestions for him?
So that's what's happening around here lately!
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